Love, disappointment, and the pain in between. Told honestly. No apologies.

Author: adminbitch

  • Ai Haze…

    Ai Haze…

    This was a wild weekend for me Ai wize, and I will tell you what.

    Be Afraid… Be Very Afraid.. if you are not in on the ground floor with Ai.

    While casually sipping tea over the weekend, I was able to have Claude Code Create my OpenSource Projectr, AudioNotes which lets you Note different times on an audiofile with notes.

    I needed it as I jam a lot with my accoustic and record until whenever.

    Now, I can listen back, and make notes, and I don’t have to worry about when, the app does it for me, and then I can export it to a csv file. golden.

    Its on GitHub now, but its still early.

    I have been testing it, but its slow going. mostly as the developer is claude..LOL.

    In other news, I migrated my whole je9.us site from Amsterdam to NYC, as I thought I would get better speed perfromance.. but, to my surprise, the server was sluggish and I wound up having claude re-provision a server in Amsterdam and we are now back in business, full speed ahead.

    I was able to get every site I have on je9.us to have a personalized chatbot. especially fun was https://thecraftytwins.com as it is specific to their etsy shop.

  • As A Young Boy…

    I grew up in Europe for my childhood. I was in England by age 3, and at age 5 I was moving to Casatenovo, Italy.

    It was fun. A big house, lots of room to explore, and it was safe. I spent the first 3 years in an Italian Azilo, but the 2nd grade, I was old enough to make the trip to the American School of Milan

    of course, that is the new school, which I was there during the Christening and Openingceremonies.

    I was looking for the old school, which is where I started, but found this intead, a stated department fact sheet….lol.

    I was left back in the 2nd grade and had to make it up.

    When we came back to the states, I went right into 4th grade, and never fit in. from getting told cut becouse I didn’t have the right shoes, and being put in the slow class for a couple of weeks, until they figured out I wasn’t slow, I was quiet. but, I did get to bake a lot of cookies so that was good.

    When my parents split, we moved to Smithtown. and the making fun of continued. I guess I needed to learn my phone number that summer, becouse, when I didn’t know that september in school, everyone was laughing at me. I should be putting lipstick on and writing a kill list…. lol ( its a movie )

    Yes, an outcast most of my life, but at 13 or whatever, I did meet Andy. who was 21 at the time, and we formed a band together. I would eventually learn how to play an instrument, and, I just had music published on Spotify, from my band, TheRatsAsses

    More to come…

  • Fat Joe

    I once did a whole rap thing with my daughter,

    enjoy

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  • My Funny NASA Joke…

    My Funny NASA Joke…

    I have always loved space travel, or the thought of space, and living in it.

    I had the opportunity to go to Houston Tx, and I was able to visit Johnson Space Center.

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    I was able to see the restored command center,

    Johnson Space Center | Amateur Astronomers Association of Princeton

    and in this building, there is a hallway, the main hallway, and its now lined with every astronaut who participated. There is a section that has all the people who walked on the moon.

    I happend to mention to one of the people giving the tour, that I didn’t see a picture of Michael Jackson.. and she looked at me quizzically.

    I said, he’s pretty famous for Moon Walking…

    and I wasn’t trying to be funny,

    but I looked around and the whole tour was cracking up.

    very funny!

    I hope there is a picture of him there now.

  • On Spotify…eventually

    On Spotify…eventually

    I was sitting here, vibe working, listening to a cover of Princes Nothing Compares To You by Freedom Fly, and remembering just how deeply Prince affected my life. Ever since I became sentient, and by that I mean self away, to choose what I wanted, when I wanted it.. it may have taken a little longer for me, to get out of my youthful naivete. I would listen to it, the early stuff, it moved me.

    
TheRatsAsses art work for I need ur Love to be published on Spotify, and 25 other streaming sites.

    Today, I am happy to inform that I have created a DistroKid account, and uploaded my song, And I need ur love to Spotify.

    UBigAsshole first run, a Athletic Heather Premium Unisex Tee

    I also launched the UBigAsshole.Com first T-Shirt Campaighn.

    the “First-Run” was supposed to gather interest. But as family has bought them, its now a mission of love to get it right.

    so, stay tuned for Second Attack.

    And now, to the hero of the hour. Claude Code. getting it done. I learned someting. With my API key, the use is Minimal. I have an Ask Claude button on every page of my Expansive 25 site JE9.US

    When I was young three weeks ago, I was using OpenClaw, but now that I grew a pair, I’m a Claude Person in and out.

    So, I have two accounts, the Max, and my Api account. My Max account does all the heavy lifing with claude code. The API credits are used when someone uses my Claude Window to conversate. and, its not very expensive. I of course put limiters on, so one dope doesn’t ruin it for everyone, and then, eventually i’ll add a little more cash to the api feed, but I find it reasona ble for what I’m dong.

  • Emmanuel Goldstein /AKA Eric Corley

    Eric Corley

    I have not really shared this story before, but now seems like niether the time, nor place for such bragarasto.

    Anyhoo, I was over at the University of StoneyBrook Radio Station. 90.1 WUSB FM , where my brother had a regular show.

    I was 14 at the time, and to his credit, he did take me places with him, and not brush me off…

    I do not remembrer how it all unfolded, but the important part was,

    I was playing handball with Eric in a hallway, and every so often, we would pause so Eric could attend to a computer in a seperate room from the radio station.

    Here is where my Bragging Rights shine through:

    I was standing side by side with Eric, and when he asked if we should go to the Treasury Dept. or something else, and gave me NASA as a choice, well, we went to the nasa site.

    I basically was hacking with Emanuelle Goldstien at 14 years old, Bitches!

    I saw Eric a long time after, at a 2600 City Center meet up, if you know what that is.

    He recognized me, said hello, and gave me a free blue box shirt.

    Thank you Eric for being a total gentleman!

    I am now a lifetime member of the 2600 Magazine, and urge all who see this to also subscribe.

  • Ooops I did it again.

    I have been working with Anthropics Claude Code and last night,

    I “accidentally implemented a sensible workflow at 2am.”

    Here is what I did.

    I had been updating a bunch of things, with my Claude Pro Stack at $17. I totally revampted my JE9.US site.

    Needless to say, that $17 was tokenized in an instant.

    So, I stepped it up and got the Max Account @ 5X ( will probably do the 20X next month, lets see if my daughter fleeces me..lol )

    and, at the same time, I set up the cli on my other boxes.

    Enter TailScale.

    I also started using Tailscale for Networking.

    RustDesk

    I also want to use Rustdesk, to access my servers remotely, so I setup my RustDeskServer on je9.us.

    The Good Part Now:::

    sorry for the buildup, but I needed to lay the foundation.

    My great 2AM idea was to setup a Git Rep, called claude and put a claude.md file or something so that, all of my tailscale devices, and I have 6 servers to log into, including my main laptop,

    and Claude Code can remember what I did on one computer and remember what it is i’m doing or if I ask a question, there can be a memory.

    I found out later its not all that original, and there is accutally a name for it,

    “There’s even a convention for it — a CLAUDE.md file at the repo root that Claude Code automatically picks up as context when it starts in that directory. You can also have NOTES.md, a running JOURNAL.md, architecture docs, whatever fits.”

    To get it to work, each system had to read a claude-memory-sync-setup.md file and add the token to git via github.com/settings/tokens/new

    The problem is, I do so much with Ai, I forgot what I did. so now, I have to remember what I was doing, and to keep up with it.

    soon, I can have claude code ssh to all of my tailscale nodes and do work.

    I’ll have to deep dive who to really thank later. as always,

    thank you to Ken Thompson, inventor of the c programming language, and UNIX.

  • Anthropzed my site

    https://ClaudeAmour.Us is live

    I have been vibe coding a lot, and I’ve been keenly interested in Anthropics Claude.

    I assisted today in setting up my companys txt info for sso for our Enterprise account. Halleluja.. if I was a betting person.

  • Trifecta Achieved

    Trifecta Achieved

    Unix/Linux – Windows – Mac OS X + IBM System/360 and System/370 mainframe + P390 + AS400 + Amiga +++

    its been a dizzying 38 years of Technology for me. It all started when I first laid eyes on the Timex Sinclair ZX81

    There was a cassette deck required to load the os. Then the cassette deck was used to load BASIC, or, Stick Figure Flight Simulator. Looking back now, it felt sort of like the first time I tried real virtual reality in Virginia Beach, VA. (1993) The game was. Dactyl Nightmare.

    BadAss, I know.

    Those were the early years,

    and before I got my first 386SX computer ( 1991 )

    I was working on a System V Release 4 — SVR4 — UNIX system at the University of New Hampshire’s Durham campus. SVR4 sits in the historic UNIX lineage pioneered by figures such as Ken Thompson, with whom I once had a brief and memorable email exchange. He was gracious enough to reply —

    possibly because I opened by greeting both him and his wife, Bonnie. I guess even UNIX legends have a soft side.

    So, First Came Unix, then DOS in my case, before windows. and now, I’m macOS 26.4.1. What a long… strange trip it is. and now, with Ai? Its Wonder and Awe all over again.

  • OS/2 Warp is ArcaOS 5.1.1 now

    https://www.arcanoae.com/arcaos

    I have fond memories of OS/2, and installing it on a 386 sx box with 16mb of memory or sum such nonsense. those kids..lol.

    Now, I’m going to install ArcaOS. and, my first thought was, not a lot of current examples to help sort it all out.

    I purchased a copy.

    bought a usb drive

    have an old Dell to put it on, just need some time.

    More to follow….

  • Fuck You,

    If you put trump in the white house.

    Fuck all republicans.

    What the fuck where you thinking?

    He Raped E Jean Caroll – now has 93 Million of Trumps Money.

    He was found Guilty of 34 Fellonies for Fucking Stormy.

    The FBI has credible eveidence he raped a 13 year old girl.

    He is witholding 3 Million Documents/Pictures/Video from the TrupEpstien Files ( 3 million ).

    He is a Child Preditor and a fucking piece of shit.

    Help Elect Democrats, and lets put him in Jail where he belongs.

  • *Updated – Not Disgusted.

    Today, as I updated OpenClaw to 2026.5.3-1 I see things are working again. I must have updated 30 times before this……. Thank you.

    Fucking Disgusted

    Peter Steinberger – The name evokes emotion.

    He gave me the one thing I wanted.

    Ai that did shit.

    Now, this asshole went and signed with OpenAi? What the @&$” Sold right the fuck out. Nice big paycheck

    And guess what.

    OpenClaw has not fucking worked since.

    Asshole, you took away the one thing I wanted and fucking broke it.

    Now I cant get it to fucking work.

    FUCK YOU PETER

  • Ai Overload…. OverLord?

    I mean, the amount of Ai I currently have access to…

    At work… Copilot / Copilot Studio / Coilot Foundry ….

    Vibe Coding for Power Platform.. it really is great…

    At home, its even better , OpenAi was my first, two years ago, but now, I have OpenClaw , Atlas, Ollama, and the list goes on.

    When OpenClaw worked, 30 versions ago, I built the https://je9.us infrastructure. I was working on my laptop, and had OpenClaw ssh in, and then sudo to do the good stuff. I mean, there was a penalty, OpenAi seriously throttled my access for a month or so, and even now, I seem to be always running low. But I have my TailScale network, with 6 devices registered, an Azure server, a linux box in Amsterdam, my M5 Pro, and two dell laptops and my phone. and, 4 openclaw agents, all connected to the same Whatsapp account, and I’m commandting them all. Good thing I have a good heart, or I’d try and mess stuff up.

    Well, I sit here with more options than I have ever had, with my thumb up my arse. go figure…

  • Dark Matter as Fuel. The Dark Sector Catalytic Hyper-Engine

    Sub-title: Bridging the Gap Between the Standard Model and the Dark Sector via Electrogravitic Induction and Kinetic Flux Reservoirs – by redpatchus@gmail. com


    I. Executive Summary: The “Mass-Ratio” Solution

    Conventional propulsion is enslaved to the rocket equation—carrying fuel to burn fuel. The Hyper-Engine bypasses this by treating the universe as an infinite fuel tank. By using Dark Matter (DM) as a catalyst, we shift from carrying propellant to “surfing” on the 85% of the universe’s invisible mass.

    II. The Catalyst: WIMP Annihilation

    The engine functions on the principle that Dark Matter particles (specifically Weakly Interacting Massive Particles) are their own anti-particles.

    • The Reaction: When DM is forced into high-density proximity, particles collide and annihilate, releasing pure energy in the form of gamma rays, neutrinos, and positrons.
    • The Advantage: This creates a “Bussard Ramjet” for the dark sector, scooping up ambient DM as the craft moves, providing constant 1-g acceleration without the need for onboard fuel tanks.

    III. The Core: The Gravitational Bottleneck

    Since DM does not interact with electromagnetism, it cannot be contained by standard means. The engine utilizes a Primordial Black Hole (PBH) Core as the “spark plug.”

    1. Concentration: The PBH’s gravitational well forces ambient DM to concentrate into a “Density Trap.”
    2. Accelerated Annihilation: Inside this trap, collision frequency scales exponentially, triggering a massive energy release.
    3. Quantum Stabilization: To prevent the PBH from evaporating via Hawking Radiation, the core is stabilized by a Quantum Scalar Field, maintaining the “Jump Point” between baryonic and dark matter.

    IV. The Induction and Storage Array

    Once the DM is “activated” at the Jump Point, the energy must be harvested and stored to prevent system overload.

    • The EG Inducer: A solid-state metamaterial array (Bismuth/Magnesium/Topological Insulator) that converts high-energy radiation from the annihilation site into direct electrical flux.
    • The 10,000,000 RPM Flux Battery: To manage the staggering power density, energy is diverted into a shaft-less, superconducting rotor spinning at 10M RPM within a hard vacuum.
      • Function: This acts as a “Gravity Capacitor,” storing the energy as kinetic and magnetic flux pinned within the crystalline lattice of the rotor.
      • Containment: This provides the “Alien Secret”—the ability to release massive bursts of energy to warp local spacetime, allowing for 90-degree turns and trans-medium travel without inertial effects.

    V. Technical Barriers & Fabrication Requirements

    To achieve “Room Temperature” operation of this engine, three primary fabrication hurdles must be cleared:

    ComponentFunctionMaterial/Requirement
    Neutrino ReflectorFocuses annihilation energy.Hyper-dense Metamaterials (Uninvented).
    Scalar Field GeneratorLures/Attracts DM to the core.Fifth-Force Induction via isotopic engineering.
    Flux ContainerStores 10M RPM energy.Single-Crystal Diamond/Nanotube superconducting lattice.

    VI. Conclusion: The Future of Humanity

    This engine represents the end of “aerodynamics” as a limiting factor. By utilizing a Dark Density Trap, a craft effectively becomes a localized “void” or “gravity well.” We are no longer pushing against the atmosphere; we are manipulating the metric of space itself. The vacuum is not empty—it is a pressurized reservoir of energy waiting for an EG Inducer to tap it.


    Author’s Note for the Blog:

    “The science of the next millennium will not be found in better fuels, but in the realization that we are already swimming in the energy we need. By activating the Dark Sector, we turn the entire universe into our highway.”


  • Back In Business

    On this cold, rainy, Sunday afternoon, I declare my blog is back. I have basically been ignoring it. I set it up, and dicked around, and then, moved on…. I mean, Ai.. right?

    I have OpenClaw setup on a few systems, including my je9.us box. its a very, very useful tool, and if you are not using it, well, its amazing.

    OpenClaw. complaint. me and some fellow developer/endineers were discussing the update process for OpenClaw, and how it breaks the install a lot. I am an Athiest pryaing for heling on that part. lets fix that.

    I bought a Macbook M5. as a lifelong Windows admin, and having admined Amiga/P390/AS400/Windows/Linux/Mac boxes before, the M5 is a beast. I’d make a video, but, really, who has the fucking time? I love it more than any other system I have ever had.

    Gilgo Beach Killer Cops to dirty deeds. Fucking degenerate, I could have wiped that fucking grin of his off of his face with a bat.

    Well, I’m new at WordPress, so let me go watch a video on how to set it all up.

    Semper Fi to all my brothers in arms. stay safe.

  • irc.je9.us

    I have created an irc channel, to learn and play. it’s open and feel free to try it out. it’s a lonely site, but you never know…

  • je9.us lives in Amsterdam

    I have not been yet, but will. I have been many other places so far. This is where I will tell my story. I will probably not be as honest and forthright as you would want. but some secrets just don’t bubble up. I will be as honest as I possibly can for you. I want to entertain, not bore you to death.

  • This is my 4th or 5th try with WP.

    Thank you for not judging too harshly. I mean, they do make it a little confusing to get started. but, after a solid 30 working with computers and technology, its about time I got my fucking blog up and running.

    Comp USA

    Americas Suggestion Box

    One Stop Shop Mall – Internet Company

    Amigo Business Computers. – Graphics Shop, Northport NY.

    This, and the Timex Sinclair and the Tandy TRS 80 and a triangle shaped Atari with a pistol really gave me my start.

  • blog.je9.us is fucking live!

    I can’t believe it. Holy crap — things are really shaping up over here at je9.us . I also just installed my IRC server, irc.je9.us , all hosted out of Amsterdam.

    So welcome, one and all. And if you’re a hacker and you happen to notice I’ve left a huge hole somewhere, please don’t F-Bomb Me, Just because you can. Drop me a hint, laugh at me quietly or publicly if you must…, and let me fix it like a civilized nerd.

    Danka